This is how much I love God

So I thought I was veing holy and spiritual for reading His words. But earlier today I just remembered that I didn't read the bible yesterday. I just simply forgot. I forgot my daily bread, the very food that I need for my spiritual growth. I thought I wasn't hungry, and what's worse, when I realize this afternoon, I didn't do it either. I had time, I didn't do it. I put it back, and not till I got back right now did I realized how broken I am, and how much I need His words. I am such a wicked person! But God is faithful, when I come back He gave me the desire to read his words, and realize all these, and I shouldn't be sad or angry right now, because that's exactly what satan want from me. I am not giving it to him, not a single bit. K, back to bible reading. oh, and I think I dreamt about this scene. wow. deja vu!