The more I look into my life, the more rotten spots I find. I now see my self as this rotten person who has green mold all over my body, and I am gross. Yet, God picks me up lovingly, knowing that I stink and am no good, he still treasures me and kisses me. I felt love from him. I know he is the only one who can love me so unconditionally. I know that deeply. I don't know what I can offer back, but I want to be renewed. As a praise addict, I expect a lot from people. I get disappointed all the time, but now I really understand that I cannot depend my life on these, and God is the only one who will not disappoint me, and I will be praised in heaven--even though I am so rotten.
The reality is that even though I am a sinner, and my sins are trying to consume me all the time, God loves and conquers.
So Jean, grab yourself, and get ready for the fight!!!
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