This is the theme of our undergrad retreat. This is what God cares about in my life. I prayed a lot during the retreat, but afterwards, I realized I prayed too little. I realize there are soo many things in my life I didn't lift up to God. Some out of fear, some pride, and some others just purely out of ignorance. God gave me sooo many gentle rebukes, and I ignored a lot of them. He set so many examples in front of me--people, story, I was just blind and deaf. I realize I have sooo many holes in my pants, that I wasn't even aware of, and i the holes are so big that I was barely wearing anything. Yet, i thoght I was so okay. I thought i was so holy.
God really convicted my heart, and gave me a heart for his people. But first i need to arm myself, and prepare myself for the challenges. I will lift up everything and be open to everything that God puts on my plate.
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