Whenever the weather is gloomy, I turn gloomy-thinking about gloomy things and listening to gloomy songs. Today started out alright, a little misty. In the afternoon, I was so tired and worn out that I cannot practice at all. This whole day, my mide was just wonering around; it cannot stay still for 20 minutes. I would go eat an orange, wash my hand, go to the music library, do all these stuff to try to rest my mind, but non worked. When I have half an hour left before I had to go teach, I realized that God is the on I need to go to. And all these times, I've been looking around Him for alternatives, when he is right there in front of me without any camouflage. I was so blind. So I said a prayer right away, and literally right after that my mind was so clear and I focused so well for the rest of the practice. God is so good to me, he didn't even hesitate to bless me. He didn't say: " okay Jean, let me go do something else and then come and grant your prayer." no, Bam, right away! He is sooooooo Good.
Today is another Dee Dah Day, for He showed me His love once again.
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