Ready, Action

God is sooo sooo sooo good to me!! It's way beyond my imagination!

So I went to practice at 10:20pm, and met a doctorate, and he was supposed to have coatching with his group at 10:30, but 5 minutes till, the coaching got cancelled. He was going to go home, but then I asked him if I could play for him some of my pieces and have him give me some comments, and he agreed. My playing was soo bad and he was even surprised to hear that my jury is in 4 days! I was scared when I thought about my jury. So we got down to business right away. Oh, and this was when I felt better--lucid--after I prayed in the afternoon. He helped me soooo much, and I can pretty much see the music in front of me. It feels sooo good, and we worked for an hour on one piece, and sorted out a lot of tiny spots that could prevent me from playing well. He left afterwards, and I started playing, and God gave me focus and I practiced that piece along for another hour.

So when I was still practicing, someone else came in (he already graduated from school, and is just using the practice rooms--he's really good), he heard me playing the piece over and over, so wanted to come and just say bye to me (he is also chinese, haha). I ended up telling him my summer plans and one of them is to try to go to a chrstian music festival. Surprisingly, he told me he is also a christian. I was sooo happy to hear that, and we ended up talking a little bit about how taking music seriously and digging into it can find God. It was really good. I asked him if he could hear my other pieces for jury just for some references. He agreed.

This is soooooo much blessing, and all I did is a simple prayer in the afternoon. God is the God that when you ask, he will be in action. He is always prepared as if he is always on the starting line ready to run a race, and our prayer is just that short gun shut signaling that he is allowed to work. He is soooo happy that I asked, and decided to bless me with all chances possible. I cannot express how much I am feeling him right now!! It's just sooooo good!!