I'm a leaking cup!

So here is the image that came to me today. I realize that I am a cup. This winter God is trying to fill me to a certain level. But I am a leaking cup, and the water is leaking out slowly. But fortunately God is also dropping water into it, and with a faster rate that the leak. Like what JSA had us do during missions--the iron chair drills, and he said ministry is hard, and ministry with sin is harder. I agree, and my leaks are exactly what sin is doing--draining me out. but God's sovereign hands are still covering me, He's got my back, and is going to plug those leaks on the cup, and i'm very very very looking forward to getting to the line that God taped on my cup--where he wants me to be--even though it takes dying :) He redeems!!