my miraculous day!

So it all happend pretty much last night, but first of all, I have to put the night before into account. So Angela called me at 11:pm telling me that she had found out who her lifegroup was. I was really excited for her, and at the same time, I was excited that i could find out soon. So all night that night, i was waiting for the phone call, and not happened. The next day--yesterday, many people texted me and told me who's lifegroup they were in, and told me about many others. I was really ready to hear mine sometime. Since I was in class for most of that day, I was getting antsy, and worried: what if they were sending me an email? I went to check my email every two hours, and of course, nothing happened. The anticipation was just built so high! I had known about so many people's lifegroup, but just not mine. as a selfcentered person, I am not finding out the one that I care about the most. haha.

But it seemed like God was teaching me pacience. and he was sooo humorous. he was probably sitting there in his throne laughing at me saying that: Jean, if you wait, I will give you the best! and voila, at the end of the day, when i fianlly walked out of the music school, I got a message from Anna, and when I called her back, she told me that i am in her lifegroup, and on top of that, she's leading with tina! TINA KIM!!!! I was soooo surprised. I made a deal with God, that i am not going to be resentful this time if I didint end up in tina's group. but God said, Jean, if you wait, you will have the best! (best for me) see, no matter how much I was to help him and hurry him up. When he says no, nothing's gonna come out. but when he permits. blessing are just like floods.

Later that night, I went to study math with Yisi, we were at momo tea. I met one of the workers there, and she's very funny. Angi is her name, and she was very cool. she came over to talk to us during her break, and talked to the person behind us. Yisi and i got stuck on a math problem. we just couldn't figure out the possibilities. at this time Angi came over and found out what we were struggling with, and told us: " you know he's a math GSI right? the guy sitting behind you guys." That was sooo amazing. we asked him the question, and he explained to us, it as like the sun has finally come out behind the clouds. we became friends. and when we were about to go home, i needed to go up north. and what's more exciting, we found out that he is my neighbor! we live in the same building! how funny is that! we went back together, and he told me a lot about math and the crazy math teachers here at michigan!

so the bottom line is that i was really blessed by all the people God had sent to me, and all the "jokes" he made with me, and the lessons he tried to teach me--lovingly!

He is soooo good!