At the end of 2013, I was getting ready to come back to China, and I remember very vividly thinking: God, I'm going back to China, and they are all Asians just like me. How can you spot me out from all the black hair and yellow skin? What a silly thought, but it was my thought. It was also where my faith is. I had to leave my team of brothers and sister in Harvest and come to an unfamiliar (spiritually) place to looking for a new church/team to join. I was scared.
But praise God m that He did not leave me in that state. I was walking today at Raffles City and there were many people around me. Again I am facing the issue of looking for. New church to be part of, and the feeling of being alone came back again, but this time it was different. I felt this overwhelming sense of security that regardless of where I am and which church I am a part of, I am always with God. I'm never alone. YES he can spot me out from billions of Asians, he can recognize me from afar and he is holding; I will never fall out of His Grace. I have that security now :) Praise my God!
Lost in the crowd? NOPE! Absolutely not!
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