I went to my aunt's house today. No acknowledgement, no eye contact, barely any conversation. The things we talked about were necessity, like scheduling.
Part of me hurt a little bit, part of me want to draw away, another part of me want to rebel. God said, Love. I have run out of my love for them. But God said, Love. Therefore, I will take up my cross and Love, when tomorrow comes again, I will love again. Love with God's love. It's my responsibility. My response to God.
I'm praying for you, Jean! You fail to love people, but God never fails to love you and your aunt!
ReplyDeleteStay strong, girl! God is there, and He'll give you as much love as you need to give those around you.
ReplyDeleteAlso, those around you love you also and will give God's love right back to you! Myself included, both because I should and because you've opened your heart to me. Feel free to facebook chat me if you're needing some encouragement. Or google chat. I honestly barely know how either of them work.
Take care :)