What are you busy doing?

Jean, what are you busy doing?
why is it that you always run out of time--for anything!
God created this universe for you to enjoy, and you re just so consumed in your own tasks and deadlines.
stop and think, Jean.
what made you so busy?
you have one more month left! it's up to you to decide whether you wanna keep going or not, and if you make that decision, you'd better stick to it! do not give up when things become hard, and stop and think, what is it that God want you to learn in this area.

His plan is perfect for you, and you just made a very specific prayer that if you receive scholarship from the music school, God wants you to keep going in the field, if not, drop it. So now, just be patient and wait.
He will answer soon!

Jean, don't rush to places. Stop and listen to His voice. Where does he want you to go? You cannot multitask, so you need to stop all you are doing, and listen!